A few months ago I was left groping in the dark about where I wanted to take my professional life. I was questioning my very own competencies and work ethics. I was unsure of the direction that my professional life would take.
My worries were further compounded by the fact that the job openings coming my way were either boring or I was over-priced or inexperienced for the field.
However, life does come a full circle and now I am standing the not just a fork in the road, where there are 2 options and I simple have to choose one of them. I feel like I am standing at a junction where all the paths to the future are full f promise of a better life ahead. But this has left me confused and mentally exhausted about choosing the right option for myself.
It feels like Life is in the fast line to somewhere and looks like I might be headed for my short term goals. But it is happening a little too quickly and I feel a little out of control of the situation. I would like to however regain control over my life. But then again, can we control all events in our lives?
At a time like this, I like to think and reflect on a line that I heard from the movie Days of Thunder - "Control is an illusion, you infantile egomaniac. Nobody knows what's gonna happen next: not on a freeway, not in an airplane, not inside our own bodies and certainly not on a racetrack with 40 other infantile egomaniacs." How true is that?
So, I must mull over the options and opportunities lying in front of me. And while I do so, I must see a little more into the future, a little into my own heart to see the desires that I want to fulfill.
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